I keep on forgetting like that I wanted to go back and climb the mountain for so long. Like, have done it twice and both times afterwards you’re like absolutely exhausted, but it’s totally worth it for the view and just the feeling afterwards.Also it’s like half scary tho because I’m terrified of heights, like majorly lol. I asked my friend about going and he was just like, I can’t even think of hiking for three hours lol. I think in total it’s about like at least six hours too? Probably eight now cause I’m so out of shape lol.

Seriously sometimes when you just stay in the air conditioning all day, you forget that it’s actually like 30+ outside. Anywhoo, now that I know I’m probably going back to Canada for a bit, I’m trying to get out and do some more things instead of just staying inside the house all day lol.

Can’t help it sometimes ne. There’s no starting over sometimes, no wiping the slate clean in our lives. It’s those memories sometimes even as much as we try, they’re haunting. I want to forget but I can’t. It’s something I’m going to carry inside, in my blood for the rest of my life. How long as it been, two years? More? Almost three. It’s still so fresh in my mind, the sting is so real still. Sometimes I wondering if you’ve learned anything. If you ever think back on things and have any regrets for the way you did what you did. Sometimes I feel stuck. I want to hate you but sometime...

You know that feeling you get when that time has already passed, and you’re like damn why didn’t you value every minute you had at that time, or work harder?I feel like that so much. Everyone says like yeah don’t regret things the past is the past but. It’s tough. Anyways long story short I’m probably going to be back in Canada by next month. Which is going to be really really shitty and challenging, because I’ve been alone and doing my own thing in Asia since I was 18 now.

Wordpress is literally such a pain in the ass, to do anything with. And literally I don’t even know if im that much better at doing anything with it then I was when I stared almost two years ago now.It is a virtual machine and its image developed and supported by Prime Strategy Co., Ltd. that is built to execute WordPress at high speeds. KUSANAGI is the world’s fastest WordPress execution environment. It processes commands in 3 milliseconds and can handle 1000 user requests per second without page caching.We’re too slow

So,  as many of you probably know I’m just doing Airbnb’s for a while in Taiwan since the incident with my landlord a few months back.

小時候迷惑 長大變軟弱對錯 懵懵懂懂 及格的成熟是什麼 堅持和放手每天拉扯折磨 Xiǎoshíhou míhuò zhǎngdà biàn ruǎnruòduì cuò měng měngdǒng dǒng jígé de chéngshú shì shénme jiānchí hé fàngshǒu měitiān lāchě zhémó Confused during youth, grew up and became weekRight and wrong, muddledWhat is passing and maturity?Determination and letting go is a daily struggle and torture單調的生活 在交叉路口未來 變成負荷 想走的道路是什麼 左右或前後像魔咒不斷困惑 dāndiào de shēnghuó zài jiāochā lùkǒuwèilái biànchéng fùhè xiǎng zǒu de dàolù shì shénme zuǒyòu huò qiánhòu xiàng mó zhòu bùduàn kùnhuò A monotone line, at crossroadsTh...

So this is more of just a personal post for me, but this is something that I’ve had to do for a while, and these are just notes that I’ll be adding to in order to PrEP for the video that I’ll be recording and uploading for our site. I’ve tiptoed around the whole thing because, like I’m still scared to even be completely honest about exactly what happened because as ridiculous as this sounds, I still have some fear and some weird sense of loyalty to my “Husband” and I’m not sure why. But the reality is, that relationship was manipulative as f. And it always was. And it’s now that I’v...

Damn for how much I eat I’m actually pretty good at staying skinny lmfao. Seriously tho, I walk at least 10KM a day, and usually throw in about 3-4 three hour bike rides a week. I’m actually also really good at pushing aside emotions lately, which kind of has a numbing effect but hey, it’s better then being sad.Have to keep like one or two sexy pics in there to remind myself I’m still looking decent lmfao. And I’m pretty sure it’s just me that reads my own site lol. Also, honestly the day will come I’m old and ugly as f, so might as well appreciate what I’ve got at the moment lmfao.Currently a...

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Because what? Did you think you were hot shit?The hilarious part of the whole thing is that you somehow think your one in a million. Fuck off.I don’t know what part of me ever felt attracted to your sadistic manipulative Ass. Literalky my worse fears as a husband as a boyfriend as a observer to your ways all fame true.No matter how sick or crazy, everyone was always right, you actually did all those things, you pathetic, easy, needy fuck.Don’t get to thinking I’m done. I’m not. I ain’t even getting started bitch. If you think your laughing this off as you wash your hands clean think again...