I Hate You

Why would you do this? 
This is some cruel shit
What are you doing?
What are you proving?

Boy do you hate me
The way that you hurt me
My pain for your pleasure
In inches you measure

I used to stay up all night 
Every time you left my side
Believing all those lies
You used to tell me 

And I keep it to myself
But inside

I hate you. 


How could this happen?
I ain’t no bad kid
This can’t be karma 
Cause I never called her
Can you imagine
The way you made me
The sex that you gave them
Can make a man crazy.

I used to stay up all night 
Every time you left my side
Telling me the same old lies
Boy I knew better.

And I keep it all inside
But in time 

I’ll hate you.


I used to stay up fight
Telling them that I’m alright
You and I are just fine
No need to worry 

I still stay some nights
Thinking of those lies
But baby when you tell them lies
They came with a high high price
You never paid.

I hate you.

I’ve honestly hurt myself and hurt so many people through stupid mistakes and ignorance honestly sometimes the biggest part of life is actually being concerned with yourself and taking care of yourself first. Anyways, I should finish this one sometime. Also it’s gonna sound like pure shit without headphones Lmfao. /Yesterday I knelt down to fold my hands and pray I was feeling so helpless I couldn’t erase the pain I don’t know anymore where to look where to go where is home? Can you help me I’ve been broken and beat down and Fallen into the ground Can you help me I don’t think that I’m ever Gonna come back down I’m afraid that I’m loosing Everything I’m afraid to lose control Can you hear me I’m screaming Louder admit and I know that I was wrong

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Canadian born , Asia grown. Kesen is a personal blog with a focus on Asia Pacific, SEO, Wordpress & self-composed music. KPU Asian Studies.